(((((((((granite)))))))))

I really truly understand this. Despite my previous thread about my emotions being dulled in T a few weeks ago I had a complete meltdown in session. I sat on the floor next to T and cried my heart out and she sat in silence. The longer the silence continued the more unwanted and useless I felt. I left feeling the lowest of the low but managed to drag myself to the next session only to stay 5 minutes and walk out. I truly believed she didn't want me there. I truly believed I was worthless. But she DID want me back and I'm trying again. Your T WILL want you back, you ARE worth it. My heart goes out to you and I wish I could do more. Keep coming back and talking on here. Keep yourself safe