Sanada. I know you're still following this thread...They used to tell me to draw red lines on my arms as "symbolic" cuts or cut a pillow and watch the feathers fly...we both know this is crap. They also told me that one day I would cut too deep and die accidently. This never happenedobviously...the problem with superficially cutting is that you get into that zone and it's very hard to get back out. I will be thinking about you and sending good energy your way. Please let me know what's up. I'll check in later.