Hey guys,
After a lot of thinking and talking to my Support Worker. I decided to text him and tell him I think it's going way too fast and that I need to go slow. He took that as meaning "it's over" and texted back saying ok worries I respect you and understand and I won't bother you again. I felt terrible and so bloody guilty. As usual I worry about everyone else bar me.
So I have deleted him from my phone, deleted all his texts, deleted my yahoo account, deleted another 2 guys from my phone, deleted a guy from my msn and blocked him too. Later will delete a guy from my Facebook too! I do feel relieved that its all over. I spend about £150 on the guy who I was gonna be meeting and I have no way of getting it back. I stupidly bought things and got them sent to his address in England.
I am sorry for you guys to have to listen to my drama's. I feel like a complete idiot.
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