My long-term relationship just ended last night after things escalated into the physical and I'm hurting so bad. I feel so sick. I know it's not good for either of us but he's been my world for the past few years and I don't know how to let him go.

I haven't been in therapy for a few months but I've been trying to get in again. It's going to take some time that I just can't afford right now.

He won't talk to me, he's left, and I don't know what to do. I don't know when he'll be back, I know he'll probably want to get his belongings.

We've separated here and there before and it's the same feelings every time, except this time, I think it is over. How can it come back from this.

I don't even think it's possible for me to have a healthy relationship with anyone - but maybe even selfishly I wanted to spend my life with him.