It didn't matter - I couldn't get to college - I might be off the course now though, I need to call the teacher.

I tried to convince the nurse to let me take the knife - but everything I said made no difference - she spoke to me longer than my nurse does.

I was telling her about this programme I watched, it was just fictional, but everyone thought he was ill, the dr got him to go outside and he got shot and died - just because she didn't believe. The nurse just said she was confident that wouldn't happen.

Costello - It's just you're the first person to believe I'm not ill and to believe me about the gang staking. I thought you were saying do something about it.

I've had 4 psychiatrists (5 including the 1 at the hospital) saying I'm ill, all saying the same thing, I wish I was ill - then my life wouldn't be in danger.

I started my medication the nurse said I needed it, she said it will stop the thoughts.