Okay-well I made a decision-I wrote T an email tonight-telling him that since I sent him the termination email I have not had peace within my soul at all...and that the real reason I quit has a little bit to do with not having a weekly spot that it is really about deeper issues-ones that we were working on-and that I don't want to stop working on...I also said that I realize that in life there are consequences to our actions-and that if he has already taken me off his list of clients-then I would have to be okay with that...but I also did say if that were the case-could we have a closure session...so we will see what he says on Monday (hopefully)...uggg this is the most complicated thing I've ever been through!!!!
Ohh-I'm also going to have pdoc-but if I continue with T then I wont be doing therapy with him-just assessment and meds I suppose...