I think you definitely need a boost here, my friend...and I'll start..there's NOTHING wrong with feeling good about yourself. Everyone deserves that. It doesn't mean you're getting a big ego, you're boosting your self confidence with positive thinking, and that's not wrong. Personally, I get in moods where I think I'm crap, so what do I do? I go around and tell people that I'm a goddess, so get the flock out of my way..heh. It's okay to feel good, it's healthy, and it can be liberating as well.
When you start feeling bad, treat yourself to something...a walk in the park to enjoy nature, a good book, or a big pan of brownies..whatever makes you happy. You DO deserve it. ((((DumbDog))))