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Old Dec 03, 2011, 05:13 AM
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Originally Posted by likewater View Post
Billi, you are a very kind person. Thank you. I'm being hopeful, probably because i saw a dr and doubled prozac. Now i think i'll go
back to dr bc still not sleeping. I think my T is probably ok though. I think i like her, just afraid to. i had one T i loooved get fired or
quit unexpectedly. One drop me, and one i had to stop seeing bc of ins. And i really loooved all of them, and i cried and cried, and i'm not doing that again.
I really have to respond because I really identify with fear of getting too involved in a therapeutic relationship only to have to let go of them.

It does hurt a lot and it can feel like a kind of betrayal even though we know that they dont' mean to.

Also I don't like going to a place, either, where I cry nonstop.

Life is just so short to be there so much.

I also relate to not sleeping.

Billi
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