((((roadrunner))))

Ugh, what a crappy thing to do!

I hope the new T works out well; I hate re-starting with a new person. This time I made a table with my life history on it, categories like family, school/work, behavior, rx/dx, other. Filled it in and just handed it over to the T and the pdoc. That saves a lot of time hashing out stuff that I hate to go into. Of course, as I mentioned to T, if I hate thinking/talking about it, then it's probably something I should deal with...

I also "present" fairly well, and I constantly get those comments that there must not be anything wrong because I seem just fine. But this morning, T said that he's never seen me appear happy. So at least this guy seems to be seeing through it. But I have no idea where to start or what needs attention. Once the meds smooth out mood swings, attention problems, and anxiety - then what? I don't know what issues I should open up once the organic stuff is being handled.