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Originally Posted by dark_heart_x
I was 13 when my mom died, and before that I lived my life knowing that her death was coming. For the first few years it was too much for me to handle and I didn't respond. It wasn't until one day at 15 I was watching t.v. and a show she used to watch came on. It was like someone opened a door in my head. I've always struggled with her death. I'm not in full on grief anymore, I don't lock up or hide or anything. It's just like having a small wound that drips blood and doesn't fully heal.
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Exactly. For yourself, it would be better to find a way to heal this so you can feel complete and move forward. It makes a difference, because until you do this you may find yourself in patterns of pushing people away and being abandoned. Like I said before, though, this is just an opinion ... one of many ... and I don't tend to be very good at saying things the way I mean them.