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Originally Posted by peaches100
Hi Perna,
I don't feel like I want alot, and i rarely ever ask for things i want. But when i do get brave and ask for what i want, if i am refused, i feel immediately shamed. I feel very small and naked, and following on the heels of that is a sense of self-hate.
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Wow, I have exactly the same expereince. I hate people who think they are "entitled" to things but that's the way I feel. I feel like I hold back asking for anything, and to finally ask for something I should be entitled to it. And when I don't get, the shame, self-hatred and the whole "mad at God" thing comes rolling over me full force.