Well, the title pretty much says it all. Things just seem to be getting worse not better. I've been seeing a therapist for a year now, I take my meds and I have been putting in the work. I try doing all things "normal" people do to stay happy and nothing seems to work. I feel as though depression is just a part of my personality and is here to stay. Do I have a personality disorder of some sort? I really don't need anymore "issues" to deal with. I don't want to die but I just want all of this to go away. Everything seems to such a struggle; work, relationships, friendships etc. Does everyone find life this hard? What do regular people feel like? I don't even remember.