I am at the point in my life that nothing matters and I mean nothing. Not myself, kids, family or what ever. This is, I guess, scary. I tell my psychiatrist this and he is on me right away. "This is not true" "What is true?" and I am like "sorry nothing at all matters" And he tells me "What is telling you that nothing matters is your depression, in reality everything matters. So where am I. Lost in my own depression. Trying to fight back. But if nothing matters then I don't matter and neither does life.