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Originally Posted by depressedalaskan
I am at the point in my life that nothing matters and I mean nothing. Not myself, kids, family or what ever. This is, I guess, scary. I tell my psychiatrist this and he is on me right away. "This is not true" "What is true?" and I am like "sorry nothing at all matters" And he tells me "What is telling you that nothing matters is your depression, in reality everything matters. So where am I. Lost in my own depression. Trying to fight back. But if nothing matters then I don't matter and neither does life.
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it's a dark place..and most often depression has a racing mind....in one way to fight back but in another to remind whats going on!
awesome madness and terrible.
I have expectations even I am unaware of ....and in todays world they....kill me
it's a lonely place..
but friend....you are not alone.
many people have 'been' before you and I...
and I am certain that they suffered somewhat....but they have passed away and we are left to prove them right!
the nicest people hurt the most....
and maybe just a couple of things matter..
everything can screw itself!
just a couple of things might matter...
jboy