Thank you very much for your kind words. I saw her on Friday and told her I wanted to have the least possible contact with her for now. We have two dogs and I am not willing to give them up and neither is she, so we are taking turns with them and it is the only communication I want to have with her (regarding the doggies). She texted me twice over the weekend so apparently she didn't get it when I told her not to text me unless it was regarding the dogs. I don't know if she wants to hurt me on purpose or what, but it sure seems like it. Today she told me she was going to take the day off tomorrow. Since her mom hasn't been doing ok, I asked her if anything was wrong, she replied telling me that she was going to take the day off to do something fun with that person she is dating now. =/ I really did not need to know all that, she could have just left her answer at "yeah, everything is ok" or whatever. I don't understand how someone can forget everything so quick with someone they just met and that is 7 years older than her (I am 26, she is 28, and the new person is 35), but I guess age doesn't matter and neither does anything else.

I do work full time, I already graduated college but I enrolled back in community college to have something to do, I start next month. I really want to meet new people but I don't know where to start. My problem is that we were so compatible, we both liked the same music, same shows, doing the same things, going to the same places, had the same goals... It's going to be really hard for me to find someone that can be as compatible with me as she was. I'm sorry I am going on and on but I am sure my friends and parents are tired of listening to me talking about the same thing and I don't know who else to talk to. I am really trying to move on but I guess deep inside I still have hope that she will realize that she is just infatuated with that person and she will come back to me. Two months ago our life was full of plans together and now I have nothing other than lots and lots of sadness and a big void that nothing seems to fill up.