I have had days where my depression made me either leave work early or just not go in. The problem with that is staying alone at home doesn't make it any better... honestly there is no relief no matter where I go or what I do.

But I have to push through each day... I still have to work and carry on. Somedays are fine and I feel ok, while others I may have some depression but not so depressed I can't function.

I guess I just put on my fake "normal" (not happy) face and carry on looking forward to those "ok" or "numb" days.