I'm so sorry, kiya & Kristin, that things have been so difficult for you in therapy. I'm glad you were honest and open about what you were feeling when writing this letter to your therapist. I can only hope that she can hear what you have said and respond to it in a way that is helpful and on some level, comforting. I don't think there is anything worse than a therapeutic relationship that has imploded . .. okay, I can . .. a childhood that imploded and was never made whole. Take care!