Thank you so much, sorry if I seemed bratty earlier, I feel a little better now and reading your reply has really helped me, thank you, its good to know there is someone who cares and I can talk to. About the music, thank you so much. That really means a lot to me. And I try to write music, especially lyrics, it used to come more easily to me, but over the past few months it is so hard to express my feelings when I can't find the words. I read over what I write and I am so critical of it that it just makes me want to give up. But I'll keep trying. Thank you so much.