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Originally Posted by roadrunnerbeepbeep
Not to shake my finger in your face ... But Facebook? Don't employers monitor these sites? Not liking your job I get ... But getting fired?
What I guess really gets to me about what I've heard you going through for all these months is that I think, if you were being treated, you wouldn't be suffering so much pain & unhappiness. Am I positive? No. But I sure wish you had that option.
Hug that adorable pug, chandlerT660. I think about you a lot. I'd sure love to buy you the tickets for those front row seats.  |
If I was being treated, I most likely would be a much happier camper. But do to DOT regs, I can't be treated for any kind of Psychiatric ailment, or I could lose my CDL. So I keep everything hush hush for the most part. Its a life event decision, treatment or income? Thats a hard one for me. But either way if I don't do something soon, the loss of income will be involuntary because I will do something irrational. So I'm leaning ever so closely to treatment now than ever before. Now I used to be on meds, seeing a therapist and attending group sessions; but as ever bi-polar person knows, once you start feeling "better" the likelyhood of stopping treatment is great. I quit everything, and its come back 10 fold. So that being said. I'm leaning more towards getting help.