Ok, you're right...so I told him that. I told him I was uncomfortable and that it was hard to talk about things. I'm probably more willing to talk about things if he brings them up and that I would do my best to try. He wants me to be more hopeful and I don't know how. Immune supposed to let people in and try to trust them but, its hard. I usually give my all to people and usually expect the same in return- of course that generally rodent happen. I end up expel ting something that is never reciprocal. I said I would try eventhoughi know I'm notready.