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Originally Posted by bennetta
Sorry your going through such a sad and difficult time and you can vent here anytime. I was just wondering if you have heard of those home nurses that are paid by the state. A friend of mine has one come in twice a week and she helps her shower and cleans her room and does some physical therapy and it doesnt cost her anthing. I hope you start to feel better and things work out for you.  |
I know all about them, I used to do home care, thanks for the thought. But there is nothing they can do for me that my husband can do. A waste of what money I dont have. Not only that, I have 8 dogs that stay in my room 24/7 unless they go out the homemade doggie door to go outside. No home care person can come in here with them, and I have no way of locking them outside. They are not allowed in the rest of the house because I dont trust male dogs that like to lift their legs and put their "scent" all over the place because their is a female dog in "heat". Plus I am not on SSD or SSI because I didnt work long enough and my husband just from his Navy retirement check makes too much money! TOO MUCH? What a laugh! He served in the navy for 21 yrs and STILL has to PAID to see a doctor at the VA hospitals!!! Some crap our vets are getting for putting their lives on the line to protect our home! He's been trying since 1996 when he retired to get his disability. Took my oldest brother, the one that passed away, 25 yrs to get his from the USMC because of Agent Orange.
Once house bills and some doc bills are paid, there is no money left to get my meds that the military base dont carry which is my bi polar meds. Tricare don't pay for it all either. Some of my meds even with Tricare paying cost me over 100 bucks! Right now I got a hospital bill that is over 500K, yep and that's JUST the hospital bill, NOT any of the doctors bills!
In order for me to get SSD I have to work 4 more yrs. yea right, not with my mental health, Just know everything in front of me went flying across the room including all parts of my pc! I have been in a psychotic state for the last week and not even my ativan is helping. Today is the first time I (As my so called shrink of an aunt says) had a fit. I do NOT believe she has a degree and was a psychiatrist. She even says she keeps up her lic, if that is true then why the hell will she not help me?? Or at leaset understand me. I also just had a huge fight with my husband while all this is going on. He "thinks" he understands if he does then why the hell does he go off on me or saying that I CAN control it. I wish for just 1 day no a week that he lives with what I have to live with 24/7!! Right now the voices are telling me to kill those around me and myself.Although I heard them all the time. Let him live with THAT sound 24/7 for 45 yrs like I have and TRY to CONTROL IT!