I go through these spells where thoughts just zoom through my head. So many of them that it is hard to stay on task. I will forget to do something or where I put something in just a few minutes because that item was so many thoughts ago.

I am in a social mood and would love to go hang with friends but at the same time I need to clean up my house and I don't give a rats arse what it looks like.
And when I am like this a social setting can trigger mania. But at the same time staying home alone triggers depression. Other things can do either also, but it is an example.

And one minute my mood is positive and the next negative. This is the part of BP that is frustrating. I know I just need to ride the wave and it will pass, but I've been like this for a week and I'm tired of it. Just needed to vent. Don't have family or friends that would understand.