You are really empowering others. What about empowering yourself? I think you need a boost of self confidence. Ask yourself truly, are they better than I am, are they smarter than I am, are they prettier than I am, is their opinion better than mine? Most of those likely are a big "NO". You sound very young and teen years are difficult for most. Some of your friends likely feels just like you do....not sure of themselves yet.

Hugs, bj