I'm tired. I did have a lot to drink last night. Took all the water and vitamins I thought necessary and went to work. It was a long, stressful day.
Unwound a bit when I got to the stables, met with a mate and had a drink. Met up with my bf who was too carried away with his friends (they are also family members tho) and felt lonely. So I came home. Tired, a little bit under the weather, a little drunk, possibly getting sick, lonely, tired.
Going to take a few sleeping tabs and get my energy back. I don't think this is psychosis. Or me being drunk. Just lonely. Maybe unstable. I don't know. Everyone is just too busy. And I'm just another of 6 billion human beings out there