Hello wantingtoheal,

I appreciate you posting this on here. I assume most of us who have mental illnesses struggle with accepting ourselves and feeling worthy of care from others. I know I do. While I don't know you, I certainly can empathize with your feelings and assure you that I would not run away from your posts. It sounds like you are in a very painful place, and I wish you well. I know it is very hard to go through that kind of pain. I hope you are able to find some peace and acceptance of yourself. If you ever want to talk I always like getting messages!

Peace

dailyhealing