My marriage lasted 10 years, was unhappy for at least 6 years, the end was very painful. I don't consider it a social success;-) I have had relationships, but not healthy ones. I have been alone for 5 years, and am profoundly lonely. I have been depressed all of my life. Currently I am severely depressed.... in bed all day and night, haven't paid bills, can barely brush my teeth. Nothing precipitated this.