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Originally Posted by lbrown1
Its tough, the mixed part. When I come out of it I feel horrible for the things I have said and done, the way I treated the ones that love me and support me. I carry more guilt b/c of hurting those that are close to me, I worry about the things I say and what it might do to my kids... Its rough.. I dont wish that on anyone. anxiety meds do help with the agitation though, I dont get them PRN.. somedays i dont need them at all.. others i might have to double up.. ya never can tell what the day will hold.
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i know exactly what you mean. i won't want to talk, because once i start talking i'm afraid i might start crying or get snappy. i still try to do my daily routine as if nothing's wrong, but it's so agonizing. i'm supposed to be on lorazepam; at first i didn't know why my dr was rxing them to me, but now i know...
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