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Originally Posted by beautifullybroken1
My marriage lasted 10 years, was unhappy for at least 6 years, the end was very painful. I don't consider it a social success;-) I have had relationships, but not healthy ones. I have been alone for 5 years, and am profoundly lonely. I have been depressed all of my life. Currently I am severely depressed.... in bed all day and night, haven't paid bills, can barely brush my teeth. Nothing precipitated this.
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This definitely gave me some perspective. I can't imagine the pain of ending a marriage. And I don't necessarily want to trade places with some of my married acquaintances. But Profound loneliness is a good way to put it. Sometimes I seek that out because its what Im used to. But forcing myself to be around other people sometimes works, other times, no so much.