Hello & Welcome, Falling_Star!
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Originally Posted by falling_star
I spent all of Friday night making plans to die. I've felt suicidal before but never even thought about how/when/etc until then.
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Now is the time to seek help. You are fighting several battles all at once: depression, chronic pain, family, relationships, cutting, addiction history, school, etc. I can imagine anyone in those conditions being stressed beyond safe limits.
You are a student; do you have access to a counseling center? (By the way, yours is a great post. Hold on to it and use it to assist in approaching a doctor or counselor if that is a course you are willing to consider.)
Please keep posting.
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.