You know, there must be something wrong with me because even after he has so blatantly disrespected me and I believe LIE to me about his feelings, I'm still trying to come up with excuses for him to explain his behavior towards me. I keep telling myself that maybe he just got scared and needed an out, so that's why he has treated me so carelessly. The fact is that I'm probably in denial. All this thinking and looking for answers that aren't there is exhausting!