((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS )))))))
It is hard to say if any thing ever happened or not.... for it has been proven that some of our memories are from real occurrences, while otters are from our wounded minds trying to make sense out of it all and it then mixes it up with the only people we know - our loved one, past and present.
Do you have a T and have you tried talking about these feelings and flash backs out with him/her?
LoVe,
Rhapsody -