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Old Mar 22, 2012, 12:35 AM
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thanks John.

I was kind of mad at Bruce because he got me all scared about only one more month for the apt. He told me that we had more time, at least until summer---my uncle will be laid up until then.

Bruce also said that he got upset because I was upset and that his fear fed on my own.

I told him that we both needed to calm down and discuss our situation objectively.

I am still not sure what will happen.

I told him that I was not going to worry about it until June. And that I did not want him to worry either.

Neither one of us is strong enough right now to worry.

I went to the dentist and the root canal dentist and they think that my issue is nerve, not dental. I hope I can get diagnosed by my new P. care doctor tomorrow.

Billi
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