Sorry it's been a few days I have been working 12 hour shifts, for the most part I have been a little spacy in the head the numbness continues and sometimes my vision is spinning and the angxity levels to out of hand..The biggest thing I'm scared about is if the company is going to strike......
Here is a little about my past I tried to do myself in a few times but like the rest of my life I failed in that too...
I used to cut myself just to watch the blood drop down, it was such a releaf of the stress I was in at the time, but don't try this for it is really dangrous and it can get out of control...To the person who said to write it down in a book that is a real good advise, I did that for away but when I felt better I tried to read it and guess what most of it I couldn't make it out...