You're welcome! That kind of connection is amazing, isn't it? There's nothing like it. It's a shame when you have to leave for the sake of self-preservation. It was the same with mine. She was very unstable and emotionally abusive, and a narcissist to boot. But I was so in love with her. Only difference is that she still comes back to pick at me from time to time.

Kind of makes you feel crazy, doesn't it?

I'm sorry you've had to go through the same thing.