I used to be happy when I was younger... I can remember parts here and there. But now-a-days I get used by boys and discarded and I don't get help at home from my parents since they argue all the time... All I have is my one friend who listens. I just fear my parents won't take to heart how I feel. They haven't cared for me this far. Thank you Rose. I probably should see a professional. Thinking about it makes me a little nervous though. Thank you again. I would hug you but I am not next to you lol.