...had the strongest urges so far these last three months. Yesterday I decided to drink tonight...this morning I agreed with the decision!

tonight I am sober, I did something I don't do EVER! and thats talk about it with somebody.

I'm such a stubborn, self centered, independant, quietly arrogant and cunningly self deceptive individual who NEVER confides when it comes to my greatest weakness.

but I did...and another day will pass by without alcohol!