I told a friend last night I was disappointed in her lack of support for something. I said it in a nice way and I have no regrets. Communicating like this is foreign to me because I was always afraid to lose friendships but I just need to stand up for myself. I have friends who call and only talk about themselves and then when I try to talk about my problems, they lose interest and I just want to say "Hey, what about me????". I know they care but I need to tell them how I feel. It's good to clear the air. and if they are not true friends, then so be it. I hope they will do the same if something about me is bugging them.

I have also decided that when I find a T, I won't expect to be "cured". I just need to let my feelings out so badly.