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Old May 19, 2012, 02:35 PM
Spiderlegs Spiderlegs is offline
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Originally Posted by idontknowwhattodo View Post
i start to "daydream" about horrible things happening to her, which really scares me. i consider myself a nice person, and to even hate someone bothers me. i dont want to hate her, and i dont want bad things to happen to her, yet i cant control the thoughts and feelings.
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I am struggling with 'hate' lately. In my case it's my own grown children, but I have never fantisized about bad things happening...I have the 'pollyanna' fantasies...one day they'll drive up and tell me they're sorry and MEAN it! Now THAT is crazy thinking 'cause hell will freeaze over before that ever happens. Recently my son took my pickup title and forged my name and registered it in another state in his name....okay, I was mad as hell, but took it in stride. Yesterday I find my only remaining vehicle registration is being sent to my daughter's address in my son's name....I can't even renew the thing! Now I'm going to be driving with an expired plate...trying to move without my pickup was bad enough, now I can't even drive the other one! It's one thing after another with them every day...how do we heal when they won't stop??? HOW??
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