As I have been having random memories from my late childhood/ early teen years which i write down I have been reading to T from my journal. This seems the only way I can talk about them, for some reason I just can't tell my T about the memory otherwise, even with this method it's sometimes hard.

Well last session while reading one of the memories there was a part I just couldn't read so I told my T I was skipping that line. After finishing reading I was annoyed by not sharing it all. T asked if it would be easier if she read it, I conceeded to this. (As a side note the part I couldnt read had to do with some verbal comments, I could read about the physical fighting. Which seems weird to me).

However, I now having this feeling like somehow I cheated by not reading that particular part of the memory and having to make T read (to herself). I know this must sound ridiculous but it's bugging me, so I wanted to put it out there.