Trig for Suicide but in hopes it may help with the site I found just now.

I am getting to a point of giving up

The recent issues I have posted- Few seem to understand. I am tired- I wrote out a two page list of things that I am upset about. One is constant wounds that are never fully healed- No Real "Cure" for a person like along with other personal things going on a few that i have posted in my recent posts.

I feel like doing it--- I wont- I know something with in me stops to say keep trying...

I found this website today - I feel like crap- My talking here on PC has not really helped-- With Tags of humor of some sort and it is just cultural differences on one of my posts and just people not really getting things... As well as I suppose I am projecting things even though I have the ability and wrote out the separation of me and someone else.. In all I am just fed up right now with life.

I read this little article- I liked most of it. Some of it yeah I was like w/e to but most of it was good to read.

It makes sense- Find better coping skills, have more of those to reduces pain....
from the link-
" The gift you will give yourself is a coping resource. Remember, back up near the top of the page, I said that the idea is to make sure you have more coping resources than you have pain."

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

with this one i have decided to put my own tags-