Found this -- maybe it could help

Trig for Suicide but in hopes it may help with the site I found just now.

I am getting to a point of giving up

The recent issues I have posted- Few seem to understand. I am tired- I wrote out a two page list of things that I am upset about. One is constant wounds that are never fully healed- No Real "Cure" for a person like along with other personal things going on a few that i have posted in my recent posts.

I feel like doing it--- I wont- I know something with in me stops to say keep trying...

I found this website today - I feel like crap- My talking here on PC has not really helped-- With Tags of humor of some sort and it is just cultural differences on one of my posts and just people not really getting things... As well as I suppose I am projecting things even though I have the ability and wrote out the separation of me and someone else.. In all I am just fed up right now with life.

I read this little article- I liked most of it. Some of it yeah I was like w/e to but most of it was good to read.

It makes sense- Find better coping skills, have more of those to reduces pain....
from the link-
" The gift you will give yourself is a coping resource. Remember, back up near the top of the page, I said that the idea is to make sure you have more coping resources than you have pain."

http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

with this one i have decided to put my own tags-

I am sorry if i triggered any one with what Sabby had edited-

I wanted to say that yesterday i had wrote a 2 page letter of things I was upset about and today that I have taken that 2 page letter of what I am upset with and I have wrote either conclusions, other views of mine, or pointed things that I need to work on or talk about.

Emotions are hard to deal with some times- but I do agree with the website- wait 5 minutes, wait another 5, wait 24 hours.... emotions can block up judgements... even though I may feel as if it is a destiny of mine to some extent- I am hear now, and some where inside of me does feel as if it is not an answer but yet just an escape...

Be well all- not sure if this has helped any one besides myself though, sorry about that.

Most of us have very rough days from time to time. And it can be hard to keep going when we have those days. Days that aren't so miserable are really good ones to put together a list or box of coping skills that make you feel a little good. Fill it up as high as you can!

Then, on your next rough day, you can pick up that list or box to help yourself feel a little better...better still, and so on...until you're in a better state of mind again. It can be tough to start that process, which is why you start on a "pretty good" day. That way you aren't blocked and frustrated!

Gentle hugs sent your way...

thanks Shezbut, thats a really good idea to do.

hugs to you too.. i know a lot struggle.

Hi Beauflow --

I supposed this will sound simplistic, but sometimes I take heart in the final words of the Count of Monte Cristo: All of human wisdom is contained in these words: Wait and hope.

If you do not remember this story, it is the greatest revenge story ever told. Imprisoned during his youth in an island fortress by a rival who marries his fiance, the young sailor eventually escapes after 12-to-17 years by hiding in the shroud of deceased prisoner as it is dumped into the sea. He finds that prisoner's treasure devoting the rest of his life to a intricate plot to destroy those who destroyed his life.

It has helped me a lot to be a part of the forums, and I hope you will find what you need, too, in and out of this place.

Don't wait too long but hope, always.

dont give up - tell someone you trust how you feel.

LIFE WILL GET BETTER! ITS JUST A MATTER OF TIME.

it helps if you think like this - "this is how it is now - it will change"

dont lock yourself into thinking life will always be the way it is now