Was talking to my mom, and by the way I broke down crying, I guess I'm not as over it as I thought. Maybe I should just pull an ostrich. Thinking, venting and strategizing just leads to tears. All the odds are stacked against me... I'm only able to even post coz my niece topped up my cellphone to call this guy, and I converted a tiny portion of it to data. I'm hoping to get his number later from a friend coz he might be able to get me into a learnership. A learnership is like an internship, but atleast it will pay for travelling and MIGHT lead to a job. I don't even know in which field it is, will find out more later.