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Originally Posted by gma45
Hopefully going to meeting tonight. I need to get out. Just wish I could get over this fear of speaking at this meeting. I have gone to others and not had a problem talking. I really don't care what they think just never feel like I can get my thoughts together enough to say anything. I am just blank when I am there.
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sometimes people i sponsor feel as you do in early sobriety, gma. just speaking up and saying, "i'm gma and an alcoholic. i'm glad i'm here" is ok for now. 
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