Thanx so much for what you did write, b. i really appreciated it.
Actually it took my mother 4 yrs. to get me to go for t and that was only after a big thing that couldnt be ignored happened. And my mother doesnt let me go to a psychiatrist, even when my t begged her. But at this point i dont care what she thinks or says ill do what i feel i gotta do- if i have the strenghth. Also she got scared about what will hapen if i dont go. She thinks all im suffering is social anxiety, and shes worried about future relationships Screw her. I have no intrest in any syupid relationships. I do not want nor need more freibds than i have. I hate dealing with her. And no i cant repeat to her that ill discuss it after rxams as of now im just igniring her. Why cant she undrrstand i told her dnough times and i gave up repeating it.