I’m very stuck on the complicated issue that is my so-called “love life”. However, I feel uncomfortable discussing it because of all the negative judgment that has been passed down, not to me, but the love I lost in the last year. Noone understands what he and I have gone through and thus, they have no right to judge him. I need help, but those judgments are absolutely heart-wrenching. That, and I don't know what to do to heal or recognize my current feelings. I can’t handle this heartache anymore.