I have been in a relationship for almost 2 years and we have been on a roller coaster ride the whole time. The beginning was so rough to boot, we both was getting out of 10+ yrs of marriages. He has 3 younger kids and I have 2 older kids 19 and almost a 21 yr old. One came with me and we moved in with him. I had to go through the crazy stages of his ex's crazy texts voice mails and calls. Plus his parents was living there when I moved in, so for the 1st year there was never a me and him it was every thing else. Which my 2nd ex and I didnt have kids together I had my girls when I was very young and was only with there dad for 2yrs. There is so much to this story UGH... But we are now to a breaking point and I have decided I need to go to a therapist get myself help try to find me and get happy again, that is his biggest complaint. I bicker about everything and everything upsets me and his kids are always upsetting me and his parents came back for a month and a half and I couldnt handle it and didnt want them there again and and and....... I do not feel as bad as he is always saying I am. I try to tell him my feelings and he tells me it's not true I dont feel this or that way. He has now said he has kind of disconnected himself from "us" in away. Trying to see a future but it's really hard to see one and doesnt have much left to say about the relationship. So I am like ok I have to get it together and show the women he fell in love with the happy go lucky girl that laughed and smiled and loved everything. He's pulled away and isnt himself anymore all the things he did I fell in love with are not there and what he fell in love with is gone. I dont know how to get it back because he's closed off now so I go home immediately I'm upset it's not right we haven't spoken much about anything since sunday. So sad and lost..... Sorry for the long spill I'm on my way home and maybe this will help venting before I get there in the dead silence of one another.