((((H)))) I hope you are feeling a little better today. It is super hard to find a bright light while sitting in the middle of a vast ocean of darkness.
Besides communicating with my friends on PC and my T, I try to remind myself that while I am sitting on the life raft in the middle of an endless sea, just because I cannot yet SEE the coastguard coming for me doesnt mean they arent there

so I kept paddling in their direction. Eventually, we will meet up. Corny but it helps a little.