I am having a terible day today my back is in sever pain it hurts to do anything my wife came in here hollering at me to get busy and out of bed that I should not be this bad and its not fair to her she says she lost a mom to well i am sorry we cant all react the same way. our internet and cable will probably be turned off this next week but its not my fault I am on ssi and turn my check over to her but it dos not even cover the rent tottaly I have been selling every thing that was dear to me and have almost nothing left to sell i wish mom would have lived and my died instead. I am not saying I am killing my self just life would have been so much fairer