I hate my Life

I am having a terible day today my back is in sever pain it hurts to do anything my wife came in here hollering at me to get busy and out of bed that I should not be this bad and its not fair to her she says she lost a mom to well i am sorry we cant all react the same way. our internet and cable will probably be turned off this next week but its not my fault I am on ssi and turn my check over to her but it dos not even cover the rent tottaly I have been selling every thing that was dear to me and have almost nothing left to sell i wish mom would have lived and my died instead. I am not saying I am killing my self just life would have been so much fairer

now on top of everything I am supposed to go and get to party balloon packages with helium tomorrow i am just so tired and worn out and mad dont give a darn anymore

I hope that today is better for you.

I'm really sorry that your life is so difficult at this time. I hope some relief comes your way as soon as possible. Sending good thoughts your way....

Thanks everyone today is a little better I got my wife to sit down and actually talk to me today and she agreed and I am calling the Dr on Monday to see what she thinks about meds or a therapist , of course she had to tell me if it dosent work shes leaving but hopefully it will work, thanks for everyone's good wishes and patience George

Best wishes today George. I think meds and a therapist are a good combination.