So I have been doing internet counselling but I am still worried about sending emails lol! Because my last t didn't like texts or emails but my new t is great, maybe because he gets paid for every email! I sent him one the other day, apologising about sending two in one week because I am having hard time this week and if said, never apologise for your feelings and I am so glad you emailed me. I was so happy because he is so different to last t, who was always emotionally detached and unavailable:-)